Saturday, November 16, 2002
This goes out to all ladies out there .... Girls, girls, get that cash .... It is not a foul shakin that ass.... Ain't no shame ladies, do your thang.....Just make sure you ahead of tha game. You sure know how to work that, GOOD GOD.
Heheheh iseng yeee gue... aduuuhh basi deh van!! Bener2 gak penting!!! Gue lagi di kantornya Emil nih. He has to go back to work at midnight and since I got no important shit to do ... *hueh*... jadinya I tag along. I just got back from work. I wasn't scheduled today, but I needed to picked up some hours. Man... I'm fuckin' BROKE!!!! I can't wait 'til I got my money returned ... the money that was suppposed to be mine months ago. The money that was ripped from my paycheck. Ho ho ho .... bentar lagi neh nge file tax. Cihuy ... hopefully i get more than 20 bucks. Hehehehe... that's 4 trips to IHOP... $4.99 breakfast menu. Hihihi... kesian ya gue. Can't u tell why i want another job so bad !?! Another job that pays respect and good money that is. Kalo cuma mau nyari duitnya doank kenapa enggak kerja di adult store aje. Ada nih yang pasang ad kemaren offernya $15/hour... DAMN!!! As long as u know what kama sutra is and which condom gives the most pleasure.. I guess ur qualified for the job. Gak perlu repot2 ngurus H1 pula .. all u need is at least D34 passport (cleavage) and some hot oil. Eh aduh.. ngelantur kan... dari adult store jadi ke pornstar. Anyway, gue cuma pengen kerjaan yang bisa gue refer as 'career'. Doesn't have to be fancy (not for now :D) ... but at least it offers some kinda stability.. u know what i mean. Sekarang2 ini sih gue kerja retail. It's all good lah... it has its days. Kadang2 the job can be very interesting ... tapi kadang2 bisa jadi kerjaan paling nyebelin. U wanna know what i like most about retail ... meeting interesting women. I don't know if it's just women in austin... apa emang basically tiap woman tuh interesting. Ada yang for no reason tiba2 ngomongin anak2nya ... ngelahirin anak... suaminya yang cheating on her.... and so on. All kinds of stuff lah. It's not shocking sih.. I mean it's not the first time a stranger would come up to me and start talking about their life. I'm totally okay with that ... as long as they don't go weird on me.
P.S:
Brb... mo ke IHOP dulu sekalian sahur... ihihihihih entar dilanjutin lagi.
2:20 AM
Friday, November 15, 2002
Some say Friday is a badluck day ... I would say that it's not entirely true. Why ??? because I got a job offer today ... bwahahahahaha.. Alhamdulillah... amiin amiin amiin.. I'm so happy.. I'm hyper... I'm super excited. Anyway, they haven't finalized the offer yet ... basically they have to do some background check before they can really say "welcome aboard". O'ow ... I've only gotten two parking tickets in my life and hopefully they're not gonna make a big deal out of it. Hehehe.. i'm sure they won't. Yah tapi entar kalo mereka tau I'm an alien who bitch about life everyday ... gimana donkz !?! Think positive damn it! Let's not ruin today's grace. What a gift of Ramadhan. *bhuhuhu*
2:32 PM
Thursday, November 14, 2002
It's 10:30pm. Wow... today's almost over and the weekend is just right outside my door. Nothing's up with me today. I chit chat with some friends on msn (what else's new, right), I cooked - chicken with thai peanut sauce over fresh spinach and szechuan beef - for about two hours, fixed my blog page, and etc. I was gonna come in to work and see if they have any extra hours available but I was too lazy too get my ass up. Anyway, what's boilin' today ...hhhmm... oh gotta tell you this! One of my peeps wrote an article about the Bali bombing and it got posted on indocampus.com. He pointed out some good points lowh. Jadi inti dari articlenya tuh gini... kita musti stop pointing fingers and quit making assumptions that are not based on facts. Soalnya keadaannya bukan tambah membaik tapi malah diperburuk. Orang2 jadi skeptical satu sama lain padahal mereka juga enggak tau who's the real enemy. Bener sih... sekarang2 gini siapa sih yang bisa kita percaya. Yang si ini bilang si itu yang salah... si itu bilang si anu ... si anu ngegosipin si ini... trus si itu sama si anu ternyata temenan... nah lowh.. bingung kan mana yang sobatan mana yang musuan. Coba aja bayangin kalo si anu, ini, sama itu tuh bukan orang.. tapi negara. What's gonna happen to this world? Owh... mother earth is gonna shed another tear. Well sudahlah.. let's not go off the subject. Anyway, gue cuma mau bilang aja... gue salut ternyata masih ada kawula muda yang care sama urusan2 kayak gini. Keep the spirit up bro... our country needs you and more people like you!!!
Hey... how do u like my new face? Emil helped me fixed some stuff and now it looks so much better than how it was before. Thank you... YO DA MAN!! Eh post di tag boardnya donk. FYI, profanity is not allowed but GOSSIP is ALLOWED. Ah.. please do fill me in with the latest and the yummiest :D Selama bukan gossip soal gue gak bakalan gue delete *janji*. Yah .. yah yah... semuanya.. dicurahkan yah gossip2nya... yah yah yah.. pllliiiizzzzzzz.....
11:30 PM
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
Beautifully written by Kahlil Gibran:
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked. And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears. The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain. When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and his silver, needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.
- Joy and Sorrow -
There are those who give little of the much which they have - and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire makes their gifts unwholesome. And there are those who have little and give it all. See first that you yourself deserve to be a giver, and an instrument of giving.
- Giving -
And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course. Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself. But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires: To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To know the pain of too much tenderness. To be wounded by your own understanding of love; And to bleed willingly and joyfully. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving; To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy; To return home at eventide with gratitude; And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.
Today is Wednesday the 13th. Hasn't been too shabby so far (considering today's the 13th). I decided to stay home today ... do errands... relax and chat with some friends. Long list short... i'm basically chillin' today. I guess it's a good thing that I'm taking today off from the outside world. Yesterday was somewhat stressful. Gue ceritanya kemaren interview neh. Tempatnya jauuuhhhhh banget. Sumpah deh ... gue kan tinggal di north austin .. bener2 north.. trus tempat gue interview tuh di south austin... yang bener2 south. Jadi kebayang donk perjuangan gue.. caelah. Anyway, the interview went okay... not the greatest. I was expecting a technical interview gitu ... tapi ternyata behavioural. Not bad lah. Gue sempet bad trip abis. First questionnya .. do u need sponsorship? aduuhhh.. oh la la... can't it be the last question. Abis gue bilang 'yes' .. the interviewer jadi gak terlalu enthusiast lagi sama gue. Padahal kita yang sempet ngobrol2 gitu2 sebelom interview. Aih... what an interview blooper banget seh! Tapi tidak papa... i'll stay positive. My fingers are crossed ... hoping for the best to come. Yah kalo gak dapet ... no biggie .. this ain't the first time I got tossed and I'm sure it ain't gonna be the last.
Anyway, what's new today... hhhmmm...oh iya ... tanggal 15 November di indo bakalan dijadiin "Hari Hening dan Doa Nasional". Untuk mengenang korban terorisme di bali. Hehehehe.. udah kayak september 11 aja yah. Wah pengen tau kayak apa. Trus2... apa lagi yah yang baru. hhhmm.. I can't think of anything right now ... nantilah dilanjutin lagi.
2:31 PM
Sunday, November 10, 2002
Apa kabar dunia????
6:27 PM
kok loe bisa nge post gue enggak... huh .. sungguh2 tidak adil..
6:27 PM
Good grief!! I finally got this page to work. *phew*. Let me just take a moment to take out my frustration. Ok... Done !!!
Hey everyone, welcome to my blog. For those of you who already know what blog is .. u probably don't wanna read the next few lines. For those of you who don't... a blog is supposed to be an online diary where you post stories off of your daily life.. it's sort of like a message board that you've seen on the hallway except that the topic either will be solely about you .. or something that's related to you. And for those of you who knows me really well... hehehe.. this is gonna be a joke for you guys. Yeah.. yeah.. feel free to laugh out loud. It's my "coming out of the closet" ... i'm not afraid to show my feminine side anymore. Hehehe.. I used to resist barbies and teddi bears and I used to think reading off of the cereal box is more important than writing a journal. Weird, isn't it?
Anyway... It's about time to break my fasting. Sorry .. for cutting my story short. I'll be back later. Tululu!
