Thursday, December 05, 2002
*exhausted* ... capek... kakikuw pegel kabeh. Tadi pagi abis saur langsung nganterin emil ke kantor .. trus kerja. Udah mana pas kerja ngantuk2 gitu pula... hihihi ... setengah2 merem .. setengah2 senyum. Kayak orang geblek. Trus ke supermarket beli2 bahan buat masak. Weh... nyampe rumah langsung dinner, nelpon ke jakarta, trus masak. Aduh acara masak memasaknya pake acara panik pula... hihihihi. Pas lagi bikin ketupat kelupaan matiin kompor... eh ketupatnya gosong sebelah. Huh... sebel... tapi gak papa sih ... masih edible. Hihiihi... gini nih kalo sambil masak sambil nungguin giliran pake telpon. Other than the "overcooked" ketupat ... yang lain2nya mayan sukses. Ada opor, sambel goreng buncis, sama tempe goreng. Nyasar gak sih tuh tempe... lebaran2 pake tempe... hua hua hua... niatnya sih buat ngegantiin kerupuk. Trus buat dessertnya ... cendol saza. Yum yum yum... jadi gak sabar pengen buru2 dimakan. Daripada gue capek ngiler mendingan gue bobo kali yah.. entar besok kalo gak bisa bangun bisa nangis dayak deh gue. Hehehhe.... have a good night everyone!
11:07 PM
Oh my ... *sigh* ... Ramadhan is almost over. A few more hours and it's gone. It's extremely hard to believe that 30 days have gone by so fast. Don't you think? Some parts of the world have already gone for Ied prayer this morning ... here in Austin, the prayer is scheduled for tomorrow at 7:45am. Some people may feel luckier and laugh at those people who are still fasting (which is okay... I guess ...don't matter much to me). But somehow, I feel grateful that I still have another day (another chance) to make my Ramadhan a better one. Don't get me wrong ... I'm not trying to be super religious or even a goody goody. I realize I haven't been a good girl lately and no... I'm not too fond of my own behaviors. Tapi gak tau kenapa ... kayaknya this Ramadhan is different .. in a positive way. Why? I wish I could tell you more ... but I haven't gotten myself an answer either. Perhaps I'm more committed ... hhhmmm that could be one or maybe puasa taun ini gue lebih bisa lebih nahan godaan dan cobaan. Well for whatever reason ... gue ngerasanya puasa taun ini bikin gue a better person. Not to say that I'm closer to being a perfect human being... hhhmmm gimana yah... u know... u can tell lah if something within you has changed. Kalo kata bokap gue... bagus... berarti puasanya bener2 and he added ... bukan berarti juga kamu dapet THR taun ini. Hihihihi.... siyall... kagak jadi deh kite beli jaket baru.
Kayaknya di saat2 kayak sekaranag ini ... mo lebaran ... gue kangen banget sama keluarga gue, suasana puasa di jakarta, malam takbiran, dll. Kebayang deh makan ketupat, pake sayur, rendang, sama opor. Trus di meja ada kastengel, nastar, tart, kue 8 jam (kuenya orang palembang), es krim, and the list goes on and on and on... yum... makannya bareng2 sama keluarga .. sambil cela2an (berhubung dah gak puasa.. hehehe), curi2an jatah... hihihiih. God knows how I miss those days *hiks*. Ugh.. padahal gue pengen banget taun ini lebaran di jakarta. Oh Well, what can I say ... everything doesn't always go as planned. Ya sabar aza lah ... who knows taun depan bisa lebaran di jakarta. Amiin.
By the way sebelom gue lupa, to all of you, gue mau ngucapin Selamat Hari Raya Iedul Fitri, Minal Aidin wal Faizin, Mohon maaf lahir dan bathin yah. Maapin yeeee... hehehhee... kalo gak maapin... urusannya sama bodigart gue tuh yang di poto... hihihihi *maksa* Anyway, semoga amal ibadah kita semuanya di bulan Ramadhan di terima oleh Allah SWT. Yang pada pulang ke Jakarta and lucky enough to celebrate it with your family... have fun yah. Buat yang pada cengok lebaran sendirian.... tenang ... you're not the only one kok... gue juga... hehehehe.
P.S:
Hayyyoooo.. siapa yang puasanya batal 29 hari.... ngaku!!!!! hehehehe
By the way sebelom gue lupa, to all of you, gue mau ngucapin Selamat Hari Raya Iedul Fitri, Minal Aidin wal Faizin, Mohon maaf lahir dan bathin yah. Maapin yeeee... hehehhee... kalo gak maapin... urusannya sama bodigart gue tuh yang di poto... hihihihi *maksa* Anyway, semoga amal ibadah kita semuanya di bulan Ramadhan di terima oleh Allah SWT. Yang pada pulang ke Jakarta and lucky enough to celebrate it with your family... have fun yah. Buat yang pada cengok lebaran sendirian.... tenang ... you're not the only one kok... gue juga... hehehehe.