Friday, March 07, 2003
Weekend is here ... YAY to that. There are always lots of stuff to do as usual but this time I'm making myself a todo list and try to get those things done on time. Like that ever gonna happen... hehehe. But I'm staying positive this time. I've had my share of being a procrastinator and I think now is the best time to get rid of that bad habit. Especially because I'm going home for good the end of this month. Packing will surely take the whole chunk of my time aside from work and running errands. Not to mention buying all the gifts for people back home (the toughest one on my todo list). I haven't even had the time to file tax and considering my financial situation right now this one will have to be the no. 1 on my priority list. I'm gonna try to finish it this weekend. Promise! Hhhmmm ... that reminds me that everything on my list has to be done by Wednesday. I'm going to Colorado on Thursday to pack all my belongings and ship them home. If I wait 'til I got back i'll be in big trouble. I try not to do things last minute this time. I have enough worries without having to think about my stuff and I really wanna enjoy my last days in the US. I may never see this place again. Never say never, right? *sigh* it's gonna be a super busy weekend .. I can see that coming. Oh shit ... I just remembered I have to work this weekend and I have a haircut appointment after I get off from work on Saturday. Owh man .. it means I have less time than I thought I have. Ugh I'm gonna have to put my blog aside for a week. Hiks!
Speaking about going home, I decided to leave Austin on March 28th and stop over in San Francisco to catch my international flight. Well I might stay in SF for 3 days before I head home. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do in SF yet but some friends have been talking about farewell parties and all that. So we'll see. I'm kinda excited about going home but at the same time I'm also feeling kinda down. A mixture of emotion and random thought are swimming in my head. Last Sunday when I went to the airport to pick up my tickets for my Colorado trip I held myself so hard not to burst into tears. I kept thinking .. man ... few weeks from now I'll be leaving this place for good. I'm gonna miss all the fun I had, the food, the people, the life, the freedom, just about everything I can think of. Then I started planning things that I'm gonna do when I get home. I'm gonna have so much fun seeing all the people that I haven't seen for so long, the food, the big city life, and etc. But then again, I started comparing things that I have here with things that I'm gonna have there ... it made me feel worst than ever. There's one thing that scares me about going home, though ... the crime rate in Jakarta is soaring. I'm used to a life where I don't have to worry so much when I leave home and drive without worrying that somebody might try to steal my rear mirror. I just read something terrible that happen to Hani's family a few days ago. (She's a friend I knew since highschool and she happens to live in the same neighborhood where I live). I was shocked. I'm worried about my family, too. That sort of thing could happen to anybody *knock on wood*. I'm hoping God will keep my family safe and alive. I also pray for Hani's family and hope this won't happen to them ever again. Hehehe.. I got goose bumps all over my body now. HHhiiiiiii....scarry. Udah ah ... entar jadi kepikiran bisa tambah pusyink guenya.
Finally .... blogger is up and running. I don't know if it's just me, but I've been having a hard time posting stuff lately. Everytime I signed in to my account it always gave me some strange error messages. I don't know if it's because I messed up the code or my blog just hates me. Oh well ... tough luck. So now I'm gonna do some catching up with stories I've been meaning to share.
My week has been okay so far. Not much stuff going on lately other than Mardi Gras. I went downtown on Tuesday night to celebrate Fat Tuesday. Man ... it was packed. There were about 10,000 people in 6th street and they were mad crazy. Although the weather wasn't that warm some girls didn't mind fleshing at all. Oh gosh ... talking about hard nipples! It was so funny to see how some guys ran after any girls and begged them to flesh. "Please ... show some tits ... I'll give you my best beads." I saw one girl finally gave up and she goes, "okay ... but it's gonna be a quick one though." Right after she said that a crowd were buzzing around her. I was part of the crowd, too ... hehehe I admit. But then some guys made their way into the crowd and I got pushed aside. Oh how rude ... c'mon dude... it's not like you've never seen one before. Anyway, the crowd got really loud when the girl did her show. Some guys were taking pictures of her (focus was on her boobs, of course) and this one guy had the guts to ask her if he could touch them. I don't know if that girl was just playing sexy or just plain dumb ... she let him do it. She was blushed and giggled. Eeewwwhhh .... girl ... do u even wonder where those hands were before they get on your thing. You just never know ... it could be his peepee hands and knowing how some guys don't wash their peepee hands .. I wouldn't even take a chance to let them do it if I were her. Silly girl! Well she got lots of beads from the crowd. I guess that made her night.
Emil took some pictures of some girls who fleshed but the camera was jinxed. None of the picture turned out good or let's just say there were no girls on the pictures... ha ha ha. No boobs ... just guys heads and other people's cameras. So there's no use for me to show 'em. Despite of his jinxed camera, we still had fun that night. I know for sure I'm gonna miss having this fun next year.
11:37 PM
Finally .... blogger is up and running. I don't know if it's just me, but I've been having a hard time posting stuff lately. Everytime I signed in to my account it always gave me some strange error messages. I don't know if it's because I messed up the code or my blog just hates me. Oh well ... tough luck. So now I'm gonna do some catching up with stories I've been meaning to share.