Gosh... I have to go thru 7 phases to get a job with this company. They waived the first three ... means 4 more to go. *keeping my fingers crossed*
4:42 AM
Big Bang!!
Holly cow! This is the first time in my entire life ... me came in late for an important job interview because a bomb went off ... causing the crazy Jakarta traffic even crazier. My excuse was, "i apologize for being late. something happened in Kuningan I heard." the reply," that's okay. it's nothing new... it's just a bomb." IT'S JUST A BOMB?????? U NUTS !?! IT'S A FUCKIN' BOMB WE'RE TALKIN' HERE. *gubrak* .. i told myself ... "welcome to Jakarta".
4:41 AM
Monday, August 04, 2003
Waduh... ternyata tukang bajaj itu nyalinya lebih top daripada batman. Ceritanya gue mo ke warnet neh... jaraknya sih gak jauh palingan 3 kilo. Tapi gempor donk kalo jalan kaki. Jadi pake bajaj ... eh tuk2 ding... yang ntu tuh kayak bajaj cuma kuning. Udah mana pintunya kagak bisa ditutup ... trus nyupirnya kayak orang gila. Mo nabrak po'on, emak2, ampe metromini mo ditabrak juga. Hualah.... jidat gue ampe rata begini gara2 gue usep2. sialan tuh tuk2.
5:37 AM
Sunday, August 03, 2003 Vico
My nephew is super super bad. He's naughty, loud, hyper, and bossy. He told my new servant "panggil saya tuan besar" with his hands on his hips. Oh my God ... that really cracked me up. He's got tons of words in his head but he doesn't know how to use it in the right sentence. For example, "siapa suruh orangnya gak ada" what he actually trying to say is "siapa bilang orangnya gak ada". Hihihihi.... or "dipikir2 auntie pergi" means "dikirain auntie pergi." Forgive him.... he's only 5. Like yesterday, I was on the phone with emil and my nephew was sitting right next to me. When I was about to end the conversation I usually say "I love you" and all that bla bla bla. I didn't notice that my nephew, vico, was eavesdropping. He said," auntie ... tolong bilang oom emil... vico juga I LOVE YOU." Bwaahahah.... sialan... gue jadi malu diketawain ama orang2. Dasar tukang nguping! Trus waktu pas bokap gue meninggal dia bilang, "aku benci ama opa, aku sebel sama opa ... kok gak bangun2. Opa kan mustina meninggal dulu trus bangun lagi biar beliin vico sepeda trus meninggal lagi... ya kan auntie." Me and my sister looked at each other and started laughing. Tinggal vico bingung sendirian.
Me: Opa sekarang ada dimana?
Vico: di sorgah!
Me: kalo oma?
Vico: di sorgah juga sama opah!
Me: Lagi ngapain?
Vico: Manimun ... (kadang2 bilangnya maimun ... hihihi maksudnya HONEYMOON)
So what's going on people? I'm alive and still LOUD ... hehehe. Things haven't been too shabby lately. Well I'm still a bit sad, to be quite honest ... but life must go on, right? I'd cry every now and then. Not weeping, just reminiscing all the wonderful memories with my parents.
Anyway, gue lagi males ngapa2in. Aside from being bokek gue juga gak tau mo ngapain di Jakarta. kayaknya mo ngapa2in tuh mahal banget. Udah gitu temen nge gila ge lagi sibuk skripsi dan yang lainnya pada sibuk kerja. Ya sutralah gue cengok di rumah. Paling keluar rumah kalo ada urusan2 penting or interview.
Gue lagi menghindari orang2. Well emang masih masa2 duka sih buat keluarga gue... cuma tiap ketemu orang kayaknya jarang ada yang orang yang bisa motivate buat think positive kebanyakan malah bikin keluarga gue tambah sedih. Jadi kasian ngeliat my siblings. Apalagi tante2 gue yang ngasih sejuta saran. Ada sih saran yang bagus2 tapi ada juga saran yang kayaknyna pushy banget. Banyak yang pengen tau soal warisan, dll. Aih please people... my siblings aja gak mau ngomongin soal itu sekarang ... eh orang2 udah pada nanyain.. don't they know it's a sensitive subject? Gue sama adek gue dah paling bete kalo orang2 udah ngomongin soal nikah. Paling sebel kalo orang udah bilang, "buruan nikah jadi ada yang ngurusin?" Me and my sis were like ... oh HELLO ... emang sekarang kalo masih single begini artinya kita gak bakalan survive? kayaknya gampang banget mo ngomong soal nikah. Gak pernah denger apa yak kalo soal jodoh itu ditangan Allah. Ah tau lah .... orang baru ketimpa musibah.
