Sunday, October 26, 2003
First of all, I'd like to wish all my moslem fellas a happy Ramadhan. A year has gone and another Ramadhan is just a few hours away. Let's cleanse ourselves from our past sins and may each and everyone of us be reborn as a better person. Minal Aidin wal Faizin.
What's cookin' ? Not much ... I just bought myself a new NOKIA phone. It's small, lightweight, groovy, functions well, and it fits in my pockets... so basically it goes with me wherever I go. I was gonna get the one with the built in camera but I was thinking... hhhhmmm... is it gonna do me any good? First the resolution ain't the best and it's way too girly girly for me. Secondly, I should just buy myself a nice digi cam. That will be SCHWEET as hell ! I'm still debating tho... whether i should get myself a new PDA or a nice digi cam. Hhmmm.. decision... decision... decision. Guys, gotta tell you this... when I don't have money ... I suffered .. but now I'm earning my own paycheck... I swear to God, know no way to spend it. I ended up buying everything all at once. Bingung bo mana yang mau dibeli duluan... hehehehe.
How's work? Busy... busy ... busy. Clock in at 8 ... eat breakfast at 9 ... come back to the office at 10:30 ... work for a bit and go to lunch at 11:30. Hehehehe.... that's not all tho... go for somay-break at 3 to 4 ... and go home at 5. Gosh... BUSY! My boss just announced the "great news" yesterday ... shit man... next year I'll be in charge of SPG (sales person girls lah hay!). I went to an SPG meeting sometime last week .. and Oh Dear GOD ... guess what they were doing when I walked in ... FIXING their eyebrows! *gubrak* I felt like I was in another world. Please take me back to earth .... :( By the way, I'll be on the road again next month. Denpasar, Surabaya, and Makassar will be on the list of where to go.
Love life? Not so good. Just ended the longest relationship I've had. Sad... sad ... sad... We both think this is the best for both of us. The flame is still burning but somehow with the distance and everything ... things are getting harder to compromise. Shit... shit ... shit ... happened. The good thing is (should've not said this) ... my co-worker just broke up with her boyfriend so I'm not going through this shitty time alone. How am I holding up now? I can say I'm alright. Just having a hard time figuring out what to do on Saturday nights. Bengong bo!
What else? Hhhmmm.... kinda miss my parents. One of the reasons why I went home for good was to celebrate Hari Raya with my dad ... but he's gone now .. off to another world. Me, my sister, my nephew, and my aunt went to their graveyard and did the ritual before Ramadhan. The lonely feeling started to kick in when we said our prayers. Worst than ever!
Enough blabbing for now. I'm saving all my energy for Ramadhan. Have fun fasting to all my moslem fellas .... and to those of you who don't fast ... do me a favor ... Jangan makan depan kita2 yeee.... hehehehe.... menggoda iman namanya.
