With one light on in one room
I know you're up when I get home
with one small step upon the stair
I know your look when I get there
if you were a king up there on your throne
Would you be wise enough to let me go
for this queen you think you own
Wants to be a Hunter again
Wants to see the world alone again
to take a chance on life again
So let me go.
The unread book and painful look
The TV's on, the sound is down
one long pause, then you begin
Oh look what the cat's bought in
if you were a king up there on your throne
Would you be wise enough to let me go
for this queen you think you own
Wants to be a hunter again
Wants to see the world alone again
to take a chance on life again
So let me go, let me leave
For the crown you've placed upon my head feels too heavy now
And I don't know what to say to you but I'll smile anyhow
And all the time I'm thinking, thinking
I want to be a hunter again
Want to see the world alone again
to take a chance on life again
So let me go, let me leave, let me go.
Nothing really special happend today. Got my hair trimmed at noon, went with Diah for shoe hunting (she just got a job and she needs a brand new pair for Monday... damn), played with my bunny and took a nap for a couple of hours before I went out. I usually don't take naps ... but this time is a must. I had to go see a doctor the other day because my throat hurt so bad and my body wasn't feeling well at all. I told the doctor that my nose was bleeding ... don't know why ... about a week ago. All of a sudden he just freaked out. The next thing I know he was scribbling down some note ... put it in an envelope and told me I should get a blood test and get some rest. He said I might've been infected with some virus or .. i hate to say this ... dengue fever. Oh heaven ! Not right now .... not when all the work is piling up all the way to the ceiling. Shit... I bet my boss wouldn't like this. So I decided not to go for the blood test and just wait til Monday. I'm hoping I'll get better before then.
Anyway, I'm not the kinda person who'd stay in bed forever. I'd rather drink some wine ... chat with friends... and have a good time. Hehehe... gila deh gue ... lagi sakit2 masih maksain pula. Gak enak juga sih .. I've made plans since last week and I promised everyone that I'd go out this weekend. Plus I promised Steven we'll hang out this weekend. Ya sutralah .. dengan badan yang lemes banget gue niatin pergi tapi cuma bentar aja. Bentar sih bentar... yang ada gue baru pulang jam 4. Crazy! Padahal gue cuma di satu tempat doank, di Manna house. *sigh* Hhhhmmm.. speaking about manna .. gue udah lama banget yah gak kesana. Bosen sih dan juga... I was avoiding someone. I was glad when I came in 'cuz I (thought) he's not there. Pas kira2 jam 2 gitu ... I saw him at the bar talking to my friends. Shoot! We looked at each other ... felt a bit awkward sih ... and he hugged me. It's been awhile since the last time I talked to him. We used to hung out all the time. Aneh kan ... yang tadinya deket banget tiba2 langsung jauh. Tapi ya udahlah ... I don't wanna sweat it. Well... at least I had a good time ... that's all that matters, right?
Gila gue ngantuk banget. Kalo ngaco jangan protes ... gue gak pake kacamata and mata gue udah kriyep2.
4:37 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2004 It's Friday Yo!!!
Ho Ho Ho.... I'm so glad it's Friday. It's about time for me to stop thinking about work and just go out... have fun. Ngapain yah weekend ini? There's a party tonite at Bliss ... but I don't feel like going anywhere tonite. Capek bo. How 'bout tomorrow yah? Well I'm sure I can figure something out. Plus, Steven (the guy who works for BAT Int'l) is in town. Me or aji is supposed to take him out tomorrow nite. Hehehe... I won't mind. This guy is cute and he's smart. I spent the whole day yesterday working on a project with him ... and I just can't take my eyes off of... his... eehhmm... his... BUTT. Hahahaha.... dasar gila. Aji (my co worker, btw) told me waktu pas dia diajak ke Blowfish laku abeesss... hehehe. dasar bule.
7:19 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 BuNnY
I have a rabbit .... I have a rabbit .... I have a rabbit....
I was out of town this weekend for work and the rest of my family went to Bandung for vacation. Ternyata mereka jalan2 ke Tangkuban Perahu trus si Vico (my nephew) beli "wabbit". Luttthhhuuuunnnnaaaaaaaa......... I was all excited when I first saw the bunny. Of course gue langsung announce ke semua orang kalo gue punya kelinci. Eh si ibu Diah sms balik bilang "bo, kelinci loe jangan diajakin main. Cepet mati soalnya". Huh ? *gubrak* ... my heart broke lah .... hiks hiks.
7:25 PM
White Flag
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of 'It's over'
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
